Seems like the blogger system has a little bit of problems these days..

I always wanna belong to a group that is highly enthusiastic. Fantastic! I founded KRACE.

KRACEees have been very supportive in loads of time. Though I haven't thoroughly know all the members, I am very glad we are always gathering with the common purpose. KRACE is founded on July 10th,2010 (10072010). They are very lovely group of people. I really hope that KRACE is not just a superficial group. I want it to be another place when my KRACEees feels like family. I am a human-being. It is always said to me that human-being are partial differentiated and you wouldn't know what a stranger would be to you. It just feel really peculiar. Most of them I know them barely half a year but yet I feel that we could be friends, those selfless kind. There are 13 of them now. In case you are wondering, below states my KRACEees.

KRACEees (in no running order):
1. Me (of course)
2. Vivian Leong
3. Madeline Chng
4. Khatijah
5. Sheena Tay
6. Jaz Tan
7. Jessica Liao
8. MingYan
9. Sakinah
10. Xuan Nee
11. TingXu
12. MingFong
13. Nicholas Parrott

Will there be more members? Who knows. I am trying to draw this family of friends closer to each other. If one day anyone were to leave kpop, I still hope KRACE is still around. I love this group a lot. I hope I m able to maintain the group well. KRACEees~! I am really glad to have you guys, thanks for appearing. Definitely left great impact in me. I hope all of us could stay close together. I want to protect this group so much, because I really love all! Words can't describe much; I am never good at writing too.

Yupp another group of dearies I have!

Blessed as always.

:D

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So many things seems to be surreal to me these days. I dont want to mention to remind myself once more. I know how much me and the whole sim's family have been through. It is an enormous pandemonium.

I have always been very blessed in a lot of ways; and I am a person whom always counts my blessings. Be it that there is 100 bad things that had ever happened to me and no matter how I hard or how much effort is needed for me to forget those things I will put in the effort to let it go. I always think that those bad things that had happened to me is not something worth an inch in my mind.

So much things to blog about. but i shall blog about it tommorrow~!

Labels: ASTA, BIRTHDAY, KIATYIN

People may thought I have gone mad, but I am going to reopen my blog now~!
I am still new in terms of taking good polaroids, but I am definitely improving. keke. I had said so much in this post. Just want to mention something. Thanks for being around for me friends. I wouldn't be so strong if you guys are not around. If I have forgotten to name you above don't think that I forgotten you. In fact I really miss you guys a lot. I really thank you for participating in my life not forgetting my prescence. If you see this message I really want to say thank you so much for being in my life and I am grateful that I know you friend. If you need someone to talk to I will there for you because you was there for me before. :D I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS. THANK YOU!

Labels: ASTA, EUNICE, FRIENDS, KIATYIN, KRACE, PREBEN, SEOKHOON, UNI, YANBING, ZHONGRI

what m i busy with lately.

1) recently i m drained by all the trainings and teaching my new staffs. REALLY BUSY!
2) getting ready for x'mas promotions~
3) on diet - going to london weight management with my mother.
4) planning to buy the x'mas gift for my study group mates for gift exchange. I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM~! :)
5) planning and realising the promise of yiwen and me for our end of year shopping!
6) JOINING SHOW'S FANCLUB~! (i made up my mind to sign up long ago, but dragged till now -.-'')
7) chasing after dramas.
8) buying x'mas gift for sim's gathering and bakerzin gathering.
9) getting the vaccination for h1n1 (i m going to bangkok with my family this coming jan 2010)

wow! dec is really short~! i mean this whole year is really short, of time. it's so late of the year already. i really need a breather to organise my things.

yiwen pls gimme a DATE soon :)

4e5 i really wish to meet up with you ppl this dec~!

see ya!


havent been posting for long,

this blog seem long abandoned.

in fact i almost forgotten the password to my blogger, later i realised its just the password for my email.

dear friends, how are all of you?

i just fell sick that day, i was so weak and tired of my job surroundings.

i have been creating loads of enthusiasm for this occupation. however when i collapse, that very moment i realised ------ the things i m doing is starting to repeat.

what do i mean but that?

though i m a 19-year-old, i felt very old. everyday i m meeting different people, but the job i m doing now is just not challenging enough. i m thinking to switch job already. i m yearning for a more challenging role in my life.

something my parents, relatives and friends will be proud of.

something i would be proud to say to others and i would proud of myself.

i want to dream big. i still want to be in service line, but which one?

i have a calling. yet i dont wanna disclose as much yet. just let me secure it first.

i admit at loads of time i m slow in reaction. this is my future. i hope that i could just soar fast enough to achieve it.

people i hanged around with. how are you?

yanbing how is your job like?

i really wish to meet you soon.

this year we will be celebrating our 8th year. i knew you in 2002 dec. this is 2009. 123! dont forget yup.

i really miss the days i spent with you working hard together!

i have posted some pics in facebook.

gonna rest now!


now i felt that my life is more balanced now. i can plan my time for household chores, i can have some time for more family. i can also spend some solid time talking to my friends.

however i m not very happy though.


i m currently at vivocity. life that is ever busy. we don't really have loads of time 'talking' or 'understanding' them. in fact i always felt that we are short of manpower. whenever we are eating and someone took over our station it seems that i 'can't get back' my station. things seem disorganised and i don't know when i can start learning how to close cashier and order stocks...

actually what i don't really like is that i don't know when i m going to learn what. everyday i m expecting myself to learn something as a team leader. however i don't understand why i can't perform that well as a server lately. perhaps i m still not sure of the orientation of most things now. i m still learning as a server. and i do hope that i could learn things faster.

i miss my life. i miss jurong point very much. but i m tired. i don't know when to go back. when i could wear nice clothes and have a leisure time with my friends. when?

wen wen has asked me why do i have to make myself so tired? but i also don't understand why i m so determined this time to work in such an tired environment. i really physically exhausted now.

when will i have a break?

when i learn all the things i m supposed to learn first bah.

i miss you too....

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1st of july. The day that marks my first full-time job. it is non other than my waitress job in Bakerzin. I was being transferred to vivocity for my 1st day. i aren't sure how long i m going to stay there. I m somehow certain that i will be there for good.

On my first day as usual i wasn't use to the environment. I thought that the place is busier than i thought. It is small but yet the crowd is really scary. i felt that the place is really cramp. i don't like my first day there, because i feel very lost and very scared. things got better as days past. today is already my 3rd day there and i feel more comfortable. the thing about vivocity is that, when it's busy, everyone don't stay at there station. when you key in cakes. you are expected to pick up your own cakes. today i m a little stunned too. today sales hit incentive!! $200 bucks. there is always a time that i m over busy and over free. aish. i really hope i can manage myself better. i m NOT HAPPY AND SATISFIED with my past days performance. it is very very lousy. i must really improve on my service.

today is a special day. 3 of my family members from jurong point came to look for me. JOANN came to work with me since 3 today. its such an coincidence~! today we were short of a person. so she came to our outlet to help out. happy sia~! how i wish everyday she could work with me. hais. YVONNE was next. she promised me she would be the first, unfortunately she was the second. cos JOANN was the first. haha. loon was the 3rd. a little shock but ya. he was the 3rd.

tired le..

this week no off-days. going to sleep le.

tata~!

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since today is my off day, i shall blog for once. these days i wrote a lot of things in my diary. i have so much to consult. i felt that i m facing things of the real world these days. its really harsh. i feel so insecure.

lots of my colleagues are undergoing relationship problems. i don't know what is wrong with our outlet at bakerzin. literally my colleagues are undergoing a lot of problems. i m absorbing some of their problems as some of them would share with me. my way of letting out my stress would be as usual, either letting out by crying or write on a piece of paper and then vandalised it. i mean i dont mind they share their problems with me. cos i m their friends. but i dont understand why all of these problems are happening at the same time. sometimes i also wondered, m i not matured enough when i m facing all these problems. i need to be more sensible and mature. i became quieter these days. i m tired to talk about anything. my speech is always surrounding consolation of my colleagues. i think god is putting me through a test.

i m honoured that i m given the abilty to console people around me. i m glad that people around trust me so much. but i also really do hope that they could quickly pick themselves up and become happier. i m praying hard. i felt that i m turning to become more and more effortless.

i miss joann. i really miss her presence. she is not replying to my texts. i miss her so much.

i miss my school days. when those days i only for my school work to worry for.

now i felt that i have loads of problems that i dont wish to share with my parents. hais. they themselves gave me quite a lot of pressure as well.

should i or should i not sign a contract with bakerzin. i feels so vexed with this problem as well.

maybe i should find another full time job.

aish.

don't wanna talk already.

tomorrow going out with yiwen and felicia. tues with yanbing seok hoon and zhongri.

i m afraid i wont be in the correct mood. i need to adjust.

yup.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LAOPO ANG YI WEN! =D STAY SWEET AND SMILE ON! SORRY THAT I CANT ACCOMPANY YOU TODAY DUE TO MY CURFEW.

12th May 2009. it marks the year anniversary of Sichuan earthquake that took millions of lives and destroyed millions of hope and family. my heart undergone the same kind of destiny yesterday. loads of things had happened SO SUDDENLLY.

first it was my mother. she was sicked for the past 2 weeks and she finally couldnt take it and took a long medical leave. i was shocked though to see such a weak state of her. i felt so heartbroken to see her so weak. but i felt helpless. i felt useless for not being able to cook for her. what i know how to do was to change bedsheets for her tidy up the place and also pick up her food and my respective aunts place. i felt so unfillial being her oldest daughter. i detest my incapability.

next was brenda. she is going to be transferred to paragon next week. with immediate effect. i was shocked and astonished to hear this because i was closer to her after my dearest joann, the other team leader, has left. we are never friends, but family. we are so close and yet we have to be torned apart. i dont understand why do the management team have to transfer the paragon team leader to our team and my brenda to paragon. i really do hope that she could be transferred back. i m going to miss her so dearly. in fact i cried yesterday when i learnt the news. she was my mental coach which often encourages me. but why her not others?!

third. lam spoke to me yesterday about me being too nervous and uptight when there is a "jam". and when that happens, i would tend to be rude to our new comers. i therefore that i could apologise to them for my wrong attitude as a senior staff.

fourth. i was a barista yesterday. i was glad that i dint jammed up my drinks. however i think i m not outstanding enough because i cant maintain my standard for my cappuccino and latte. i believe mocha as well. i always felt very busy yesterday. hais. i really feel very useless. not fast enough for anything.

fifth. was something rather personal between me and my dearest er jie joann. she was sad and guilty because of me and because of that i was guilty and sad as well. i dont wanna share with any one else yet till i calm down.

12th may. quite a sad experience i remembered.

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