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Wednesday, August 30, 2006,2:06 PM
* my teenage life pt1 *
MY XIAOHUA, XIAOBAI AND XIAOMING. sort of sad. there's only two more months and we are going to part. tian wu bu shan zhi yan xi~ keep in touch guys.i m so so tired lately. but i find it worthwhile. cos i m with my class. my happiest moments in school are most of time filled in by my classmates. thanks so much. i dun regret coming into this class. i love 4e5'06. i really do. here i found my happy "family". class cheer. class chalets. stay united guys. strive on!! here i also found my true friends. esp. my tzexin. love her. =D all the best to everyone. JOAN jia you together. i will continue to encourage you. =D owe you and asta long john.blog more this weekend.tata~
Friday, August 25, 2006,2:05 PM
long week...
this is such a long week. we had so much prep to prepare. but i will work hard. good. xiaohua is working hard as well. xiaoming is helping. everything goes well now. on track. even him. got no problem le. maintain. =Dtoday very bad. i stepped onto a super big lizard. so disgusted. omg. well i only hope that it could get out of my sight as soon as possible. but little did i expect that i had injured it. hais. i m so bad laa. nvm. hope that the lizard faster go tou tai into something better than lizard. today we stayed for our song practice. it wasnt successful though. hopefully tmr everything can go well. class please cooperate.cant update much. cos too tired le.*nights*
Sunday, August 20, 2006,4:56 PM
KRISTOS KAI KOSMOS ----- CHRIST IN CULTURE
opps. i miss by abit. but nvm.ytd, sat, i went to church service --- with joan this time. we haf Dr A.R Bernard this time. wow he is awesome. so good.today we learn that in greek there's actually 3 word for the word 'world'. they are namely:1. aion --- period or age2. oikumene --- physical/land terriortaries3. kosmos --- us in the ability to order and arrange things==> social ordergod is a god of order and kosmos represents the order of god. god had created an open universe. an open universe means that there is freewill --- freedom of choice. we haf our freedom to choose what we believe in. god gave us a choice to choose whether or not we want to believe in him. I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE HIS PRESENCE. i choose to love jesus. love is also part of our choice, our will. love comes from our freedom to choose. we are not ordered to love. it is our freewill. love is centred by will, assisted by emotion. we may have a lot of reasons that will influence our choice to love. but ultimately we are making that choice. even in the end we might end up being hurt. we shldnt be blaming others but ourselves. because it is our choice.god is Alpha and Omega. he starts and he ends. god would prepare a response even before we do anything. god already know that we will make mistakes and we will sin. and therfore he already preparea response. our choices create our future. our life is composed by our choices. we need to be very careful. before we regret or resent.pastor says. in the beginning it was the word --- logos --- logikos --- intelligence --- mind. therefore lord already had the knowledge and intelligence to start planning for our response. we are living in a "cause and effect" world. for every cause there is an effect. and every effect there will be a cause. it is a chain effect. our choices become a cause that will lead to a effect. a mistake would make things chaotic. god made this place and everything on earth --- pas. he has the control over everything. god reorder chaos. he reorganise the "out of order" back to the "original". things will only work when they are in divine order. god knows the right order for our life. he will reorganise our thinking and everything when we are lost. back to our "original" life. god wants us to led a life with prosperity.righteous would bring divine order and divine order would bring freedom. effectiveness in life demands order and order demands clear actions. when we are in difficulties. we should group them and address them one by one.the holy spirit is all around us. we are the "instruments" use by god. we believers will help the non believers to believe and haf faith. let god touched them, let the holy spirit enter them. trust in god --- relationship with him ---opening our heart to him --- god will then enter our heart and touch us --- bring us out from darkness --- lead us to prosperity.i love god. he sent a great pastor to our church today. i love god. Kristos Kai Kosmos. =D
,1:26 PM
BLOG!!
wheets. got time to blog liao. now i think one week onli can blog one time cos my mother say mon to fri she wanna keep the modem. so no internet access. this week super super busy. we start with monday. when i m sick. so many test returned --- chem and emaths test. i learnt that i scored full marks for my emaths test. cool mans. chem very lousy. i only got 54/70. this is bad. my chem is yucky these days.tues i got back and there's lots for me to do. bio prep. i werent ready. me and tzexin chiong our cme project. i chiong to 10.30pm that day. i left her place at 10.40am. i love you tzexin!! i prefer to tell ppl how i appreciate them before i regret. i dun wan to regret not telling my fellow friends how much i luv and appreciate their presence. lucky for tues there isnt any hmwk. and there isnt any test the next day.wed i had my long day for my long waited singing competition but before that i got back my amaths test during the amaths remidial from 2.30pm to 3.15pm. my coorinate geometry carelessness cause me to lose my 8 marks. no. that's not gonna happen for my end of year. i wan an A1 for my amaths. okay. so i had my singing competition. i sang wrongly. but luckily i was empowered by the crowd. i continued my song. there was flaws in the song i sang though. yes!! i won 1st in that singing competition. praise the lord!!thurs i got my chem prep. so so difficult. minus 18 marks le. so many i learn didnt come out. the one i didnt learn come out. ouch! but i really nid to work very hard for my chem for end of year.fri i had my oral. it wasnt good either. but i m still grateful to lord. as the topic for our conversation i asked before. i werent confident. i was super nervous. the examiner look super strict. those in team F333 god bless you.about today i will update ltr.brb for the part 2. =D
Sunday, August 13, 2006,2:21 PM
i got my first A1 for 'o' levels.
well. i got my first A1 for my 'o' levels. i got back my mother tongue 'o' levels result yesterday. i was actually scare. but i had strong faith. and i really did it. i prayed for yanbing sean gabriel zhixiang felicia huiting tsali preben tzexin alison and joan. of course i also prayed for myself. ytd i waited with bated breathe for our results. when mdm gao announced that felicia got A1 and distinction for oral. i screamed. hugged her. i knew she could excel well. i got my A1 too. i was so happy. when i got back to class. tsali got her b3 and i also learnt that preben got his A1 too. congrats. but i saw some disappointed faces. joan and yanbing and peace. they look so gloomy. i wasnt happy den. i was in fact abit sad. i prayed for yanbing during recess. she will excel the next time round. she will. i haf faith in her. but she herself need to jia you!! ganbateii.i been to joan's blog. my darling daughter. she is always keeping unhappiness inside her. she is really mature. i truly admire her. jia you joan. i m proud to haf you as my md too. big mac jie you!!recently i m so "in" for sailor moon. oww. but preben say it is childish. grr. it's nice.=D
Thursday, August 10, 2006,3:15 PM
tiring!!
i m so dread. tired to the core. i love my friends though especially joan and my dearest tzexin. i appreciate jerald also. thanks jerald for teaching miie how to make the pen thing. thanks.this few days i m busy with project work. grr. i let the "devil" got into miie. i m slacking so hard nowadays. cannot liddat laa. i will continue to pray. my chem very lousy lately. not in top 3 animore. cannot laa. i will do well for my upcoming chemistry. i aim for at least a 60/70. i believe i can do it. and i will. my promise.today is wed and we had a combined cell grp. with sister junrong, sister yating, sister yanping and another 2 sisters that i m not sure of their name. i love jesus though. we sang the praise song. today is national day. happy burfdae singapore!! today i learnt that jesus love us for who we are. no matter what we do. he loves us despite we are sinners. he is great and mighty that he could tolerate our mistakes and cover and cleanse us clean with his blood. god loves us more than he loves his son. he covered his son with his greatness. he is definitely great. today's message was short and sweet. so i really love god.today was a really "sour" day. i invited jerald to cell so he was present. den all the "suaning" took place. nvm. this day was really long. after cell. miie and joan left early. joan was meeting preben. i love her too. she is so cute laa. she is mature today. in the sense that jerald was recognised as her brother. but the really got abit alike laa. lols. after that i went to tzexin house for project.tiring. tata~
Thursday, August 03, 2006,12:50 PM
post post post!!
last sat we learnt how to handle our dark valleys of life. we were taught that is there is no dark times, we will haf no depth and no maturity.there are 5 facts of the dark valleys:1. valleys are inevitable.==> we cannot avoid anything bad from happening.2. valleys are unpredictable.==> we cant plan a time for the "valleys" to come.==> usually during our most inconvinent time.3. valleys are impartial.==> no one can avoid it ---- regardless of good or bad ppl.==> we will have to bear with it ---- get ready for them.4. valleys are temporary.==> it is seaonal and tunnels of our life ---- though there is darkness, light could soon be seen. so we must persevere in whatever circumstances. ==> have stronger faith.5. valleys are purposeful.==> god teaches character in our valleys.==>strengthen our faith and trust god in a breakthrough.how should we react then ?1. we shant be afraid.2. we mustnt be discouraged.3. draw ourselves to the presence of the lord.4. lies in the embrace of lord ---- protections and guidance.god is a great protector and defender.the advantage of believers in christ and those who dun is that when we ppl undergo similar valleys. we haf the advantage of hafing his presence.say that you agree!! PRAISE THE LORD!!