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Friday, April 28, 2006,8:21 PM
~~~~~~confused week~~~~~~
this week feels abit good and bad at the same time.
the good thing is that this week is an examination week and i got my work mode back. xD another thing is that we are friends. close and good friends. can see him play happily and talk normally liaos. heng arh. there is no more teasing for him and miie. i dun like all the teasing. we are like north pole and south pole when they start rumouring. we will be so near yet so far. i believes he hates those too. i dun think he would care about my feelings much. i m just a normal page in his book and he may not rmb miie in the future. we might go separate ways in the near future, after our 'o' level. how i wish i could always be in his book that he could occasionally recall he has a good friend by the name of cindy chua. it's ok. good times are never too long. and i noe that our time is running short too. i like to see him smile more often. i wan that smile to remain on his face always. it will be in my heart. i wish he could always be very very blessed and happy. god please give him all your love. give him my part. i dun mind. my happiness you could also just give to him and my friends. i love all of them very much. i really dun bear to let them be sad. pls god let them always be blessed and love by you.
hurray~ finally pass my geography test sia. good thing. ss also pass. begin to like sbq. today mid year started liaos. i focused on my sbq questions and onli did one essay. poo sia! i studied the wrong chapter. den duno how to wrong the essays. den i only use "agar-ation" to do one of the essay plus got weigh. i think can pass a little baa. hope so. today my darling milkk daughter cried sia. i very sad. very unhappy. hope that she is fine real soon. cos i like her to smile also. JOAN. jia you.
i heard that he dun likes my milkk family. well if he is a normal friend of mine i wouldnt mind. cos i really lurve my baobeii and milkk family and i dun like ppl to criticise or make farn of my family. however he says he dun like it. i feel alot more different when i hear this. this made miie sadder. nvm. he dont care. now i feel like moving away from being his friend leis. i m afraid if we are two good friends. i might expect more. hence i wan a distant away from him. i noe i m not his her. i must always be very prepared that he is leaving. i duno. i dun wish to noe. but if i keep my distance from him i will also feel sad. hais. let time dilute my feelings. can it? i duno. i only noe that my feelings for him will always deepen everytime i sees him. nvm.
i wanna concentrate on my studies. i din plan to fall in love in my secondary school. i dun want early relationship. i onli want one in my future. near enough. i wanna wait for the future one. i dun wan any experiences any earlier den after my 'o' levels. okok. wanna study now liaos. Cindy jia you for you exams!! xDxD.
Monday, April 24, 2006,9:03 PM
ExAmInAtIoN pErIod..
erm...examination period is coming. time to clear lots of doubt i haf. good!! now i found a good teacher liaos. can teach miie maths and science. he can explain well mans. i only can help him chinese baahz. liddat' i earned more. wheets!!
today went to see mrs chan to clarify several biology questions. she counsel miie a little. during examination period from last year onwards i haf been telling myself i gonna fail and fear for the subjects. by right fear are all redundant. juz haf to work very hard now and trust it my own ability. trust myself i could do it den i could do it. ^_^
my targets:
Additional Mathematics-----A1
Biology--------------------- B4
Chemistry------------------ A1
Combined Humanities-------C5
Elementary Mathematics----A1
English----------------------B4
Mother Tongue--------------A1
Physics---------------------C5
L1R5: 16(so high. i noe. but i wan go poly leis.)
work hard cindy!! you can do it! if you believe in yourself. :)
Sunday, April 16, 2006,9:23 PM
MY BURDAY CHALET..
very very long din come back liaos. i wanna change my blogskin... nvm.
hais. sadd and happie sia. cos step down lerhs. that means not nid so busy to stay back for cca. but cant attend performance for 20th anniversary liaos. 13th april was my last performance in both my cca. i tried very hard to perform the best i could. i was glad that my performance was the best. took quite lots of photos. i enjoyed my last performance. after performance. we gather outside for band performance. it was very nice. luv it. my class ppl keep shouting "huiting".."junye"...hahas...junye looks shy when being called. den return to sch by bus. met the chinese dance dancer. made very good friends with them esp. fong teng. she is sweet. i like her. we changed together with the chinese dance dancers. after that took cabby with mdm gao. wanna get a A1 for mt leis. dun wanna dissappoint her.
after that go home to pack and collect some stuff den go to my chalet le~~HALTON D @ changi aloha. i reached that at 2.40 am. tired sia. i rest awhile and woke up at 8am in the morning. bathe and prepare for the BIG DAY. received quite alot of msgs in the morning. then my family and i go makaning at changi village. eat till 10am. then after that my mei~joey, xiao tong and myself wait for bus and go tampiness mall shop shop 1st. reached there 11.55am. shop for new uno cards---waterproof version. i like sia.
den receive fel mei de msg. 1st batch of friends---asta felicia huiting zhixiang yudhi junye daeyeon michelle kernseow lynette arrive liaos. take bus and they gave me the presents. arrived at the chalet. start with card games uno den discover card faulty. play xiaotong one den. play awhile den the batch go up to the old changi hospital. some played soccer there. some entered the "haunted" hospital.
i went back shortly cos i received the msg from my second batch of friends---tzexin wari and xiaoyun. they joined in the farn. i was very busy from then busy preparing for the later part. i was wearing my mini skirt and mickey mouse shirt. huiting, asta and fel batch came back. they told miie to change into the jumper and tube they bought for miie and also put on the necklace, ring and earrings they gave miie. thanks dears. i love them. after that. i go fetch 3rd batch of friends---joan abigail alison lixin preben zhaoliang weesheng jinfa tengjin chanseng benjamin. den the 4th batch---jeffrey gabriel chester siongleng maojie. 3rd and 4th batch alight wrong stop sia. the walk to my chalet den. then the buffet came at arnd 5 plus. some of us waited till 5.30pm den eat. i din eat much. ate a little.
haf some activites, like visiting the beach. walking down the sand with a group of friends. lurve that special warm feeling. they did some drawings. niz~. they took quite a lot of piccys without miie also. :( nvmnvm. there are more time to take piccys. at abt 6 plus howkiat called and say he lost his way. he is a nice guy. in fact the whole of 2e5'04 ppl are farn dudes. hope that next time they got activity can invite miie also. lurve them. i sticked with tzexin---my favourite jiejie to watch the sun sinking into the sea. yarhs. it was very romantic. den how kiat ring again. this time he rang preben hp. preben boi and miie went to fetch how kiat at the bus stop. when 3 of us abt to walk back to the beach they return. it was abt 7.45pm lerhs.
my marmie and papa clear the room and i moved my colonies of friends up to our room. yippeee. finally got our room liaos. waited for the whole day leis. haf some card games and took some group photos. hahas. warm seh. at about 8.30pm. it was my cut cake session. gather every one downstairs for phototaking. took with my baobeii family. milkk family---they went to force zhixiang beside miie(i was red. heart pumping very fast...). family photos den group photos. it was all very very nice. i got happy birthday song in eng. chinese. korean and almost got the indonesian version. hahas. then i cut my cake. some ppl haf to hurry off after my burday. i send wari and a few away. when i return i was really exhausted. i din eat my cake. we got back to our room for my boxing day. hahas. lotsa presents. my top fav is the puzzle, the mickey mouse necklace and the lala lamp(i intended to buy the lamp when i was in tampiness mall).
my sister and miie
my family photo
den zhixiang found his handphone missing. omg. miie and him with weesheng when outside to the beach and look for it. it was a hard time. cos in the morning abi also said she lost her hp. but it was found on the floor. we gather our torches and i start calling his hp. hopefully to hear the ringing of his hp. a few of the rest also came to search with us. he was certain that his hp was not at the Changi Hospital. but it was not on the beach either. i asked a few passer-by. they say they din find ani also. erm. we then went back to the chalet room. thanks to siong leng. he found the handphone. phew. i sat down to rest for a while. den i start making the puzzle they gave miie. it took miie quite some time to finish. it had also ceased my hunger. after finishing the puzzle. i saw the hidden msg behind. T_T. nvm.
after that some said they are hungry and we went for supper. nice food at changi village. we saw lotsa of 'akuas'. sean seem pretty memerize by them.(sean i dun wan ani to become my milkk daughter-in-law) we packed quite some back for the gals watching the horror.
den i start asking for help to make water bomb for the next day. zhixiang came and help. later weesheng and jiayi came to help too.we made quite alot. the process was tedious. cos quite some ended leaking water. haf to untie an redo. at about 4 sth. majority came to help. we finished it together. everyone was exhausted all went to slp. i din get to slp. nvm.
i went to see sunrise with asta felicia and huiting. sad syairah din come. our a.c.f.h.s. :). i see sunrise le. den have breakfast with some of the guys. at changi village. we came back with some food for the rest. den WATER BOMB starts. although it took us 4 hours more to finish. the water bomb only last for less than 4 mins. i shot 3 bombs. 3 all miss target. 2 landed on zhixiang's back. his surface area too big liaos. hahas. jinfa keep aiming at miie. nvm. we had a farn time. den the guys when indoor to watch superband. and soon they went home.
THANKS GUYS. YOU GUYS MADE MY DAY!! 2e5'04 rocks. 4e5'06 must stay united also. :)
Saturday, April 01, 2006,11:11 AM
hurrays.
gooddie gooddie. ytd sports day. i m like and insane craze gal. keep screaming to support our fellow classmates. love them all. our class gt lotsa achievements ytd. daddie won the overall female champion. best sia.
ytd. mark attendance kena "bu shuang" by some1. alamak. teacher tell us help out de ma. den peace come late summore. good la. late summore. sports day like a little boring sia.i bring hmwk and do there. hais. bored. xin and i later went onto the track to support our team mates. keep screaming.when we return to our seats. the childish activity start again-----SPRAY water. but this time not milk gal and peace. this time is kiiat, milk son, cloudy, miie, xin and peace. we keep kajiao kornd. lols la. ytd milk son "wet" his pants sia. ytd den noe torch is the "mistress" of xin. alamak. how cum liddat? nvm larhs. cos milk son also gt ahem ma---"PAC".
hyper ytd. after that go mrs ong house tution liaos. got lots of colony of ants there. hais. tired tired. kae la. drop till here. =) gang rox and i agree.