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Wednesday, September 24, 2008,6:48 AM
congrats to cousin annie and cousin-in-law craigven!
today is the big day of my cousin annie sim. she is so gorgeous today!after about 7 years of relationship she is finally married today. i was perhaps too excited today that i woke up several times last night. joke. m i just too nervous or what? then i finally woke up at 6 today to put on my lenses. i really had a hard time wearing it. then i bathe(because i perspire last night). i woke my parents up at about 6.30am. after that i put on some light make-up. then i was still pretty flicker-minded of whether to wear a tighter long dress or a shorter loose dress. and i think i REGRET!the reason will be elaborated later. our whole family rushed to annie's place at 7.25am. as we were told that the door will be locked from 7.30am onwards. when we reached there, the bride is still not ready. i saw the 'jiemei' preparing the reward for the groom and the 'brothers'. i sniggered. then i sneaked a peek at the bride. she is really an angel. no wonder people says that you will be the prettiest on your wedding day. hah! she is! i took picture with her!then we hear the honk! the groom is 15 minutes early today! joke. the bride have not put on her wedding gown yet! lols. we halted the groom for a while and got the bride ready. the 'regretting' part is coming. er jiu mu asked me why arent i dress in white. i should join the 'jiemei'. 原来没有人知道我今天不用上学。 JOKE! i was invited to join bullying the brothers, but since i wasn't brief nor informed earlier, i was not mentally prepared. it was really funny to see the guys being 'punished', since it was the first time i was witnessing. but the price is really a little to less. lols. then the procedures occur and i was asked to follow the 'jiemeis' last minutely, because bailing drew out last minute as albert korkor needs her to help with the domestic buffet later in the morning. i become a last minute 'jiemei', but i seem like an extra, because of my attire! -.-"i followed the bride and the groom for the photoshoot. i did shadowing for the bride, groom and the bridesmaid. i seem to be very busy. lols. too needed for the event~! dun mention it annie jiejie! hah~! after a long day and after tea ceremony and lunch break, we went back to annie's place for tea ceremony. i was grateful that they did give me some 'jiemei' angbao after that. that was unexpected! hah~!shall continue blogging tml. i m preparing for the night~!tata now~!
Sunday, September 21, 2008,4:28 PM
mixed feelings...
i pulled a long face at farveen this morning. i'm sorry.i wasn't very okay in the morning. something bad happened last night. i was struck by my worse nightmare. i was too depressed that i had a hard time catching some sleep last night. shall not elaborate it.the long-awaited opportunity of working with 8th council again happened today at unity secondary. we had a short and sweet experience today. though everything is kind of last minute but i think we did a fine job! being rated as part of the student council today i felt proud. ^^ i think i love natalie la. she made me so high today. i m so sure if she is my friend forever i will be blessed with laughter till the end of time. her parents are so fortunate. we did the sharing session for the orientation part and though i didn't prepare much, i was glad that i manage to refrain myself from having stage fright! plus with natalie around, though we had a really shy crowd they are SLIGHTLY (take the literal meaning) responsive. -.-" but i met a few potential leaders. ^^ go unity~! we ended at about 12 and then we set for lunch. ^^ where we were discussing whether to go k box to sing or play mahjiong or shopping with the remainders. i left earlier to collect my lenses.after lunch i was looking forward to collect my contact lenses. i was kind of nervous today. i tried on my first pair of contact lenses. it is so scary! the wearing process took me like 15-30mins, and facing the fury sister whom had waited for me for about 1 hour, it just worsen the count. and finally it was up and i felt kind of awkward. perhaps i got too used with wearing my spectacles. yup. the feeling of wearing something on your iris is new!after that i chiong home to bath and met up with yanbing, where they come to a conclusion of going to lewis house for mahjiong session. i was left with $5. i thought they weren't playing money, so i felt safe. but later when they say they are, i told them i must credit if i lose. and thanks to natalie's good luck. i won the game, securing my dinner. hah. but we didnt finish the 4 winds because i have to leave earlier. btw those playing were andy bongyap yanbing and me.so we head for dinner after the games when i confirmed that sanjiumu is coming over to my place. i continued playing when i reach home where i won too. thanks people. i can finally but my $20 dress. and as promise if i win big next time i will treat. ^^need to rest le. meeting joan in the morning for breakfast. nights~!
Saturday, September 20, 2008,2:18 PM
today is not a good day...
today is not exactly the best day of my life though it is a holiday for those whom ended early yesterday. it is in fact my worst day thus far.
today is actually the day i m going out with yiwen. which the initial plan was to go out on sat. however sat LAST MIN need to go collect my contact lenses. kns cannot meet with her. so i request for a swap with her friend she is dating on friday. so today, which i only intend to attend the council meeting on the briefing on tml's cip, till 11am was cancelled suddenly. it was about 9 plus when i already bathed. i was told to do some household chores before leaving. seriously speaking i was a little relieved when i was told the briefing is cancelled. cause the initial plan can proceed. so i din call yiwen as yet(i promise to call her at 11am to confirm i m going), as i m not done with my household chores. at 10.25am, yangyi suddenly ranged me and told me the plan is on. i was taken aback. as attending this briefing is my obligation and my responsibility. some more is for my 8th council <3!> told me the whole trial is from 1pm to 3pm. i SO knew what is going to happen next.
i called yiwen.
and as expected. she will be not happy as well. because it is my bad for changing days with her and inconvenient her. i was totally moody after that. our initial plan was to have a good lunch. there after we'll go shopping for my dress and if i have money left we will watch our movie --- hana yori dango FINAL. all gone and i had pissed a friend.
after that i went for the meeting of course. and i was so angry with myself. because while waiting for zhongri to go to school together. i went to lot 1 and you know how much i splurge in that short 40 minutes wait without proper lunch and shopping of any clothes? $11.85. in my opinion, its a lot when you are spending on 'nothing'. i m so not in the mood today.
as usual i bought a handphone accessary due to my mood.
i saved $90 for the past 3 weeks. and i already spent $73.65 when i have not buy my dress. guess what tml i must still pay the balance of my contact lenses. it'll be $19.30. -.-"
today during the trial games, happened something not very nice too. hope everything will be fine tml. it's with my idol --- 8th council. i m a little scared but never mind. 车到山前必有路 船到桥头自然直。i hope i will have the best memories with them.
got to rest le.
IM SORRY YIWEN!
and to zhongri dun feel drifted from us. you are always with us de. and we'll be there for you if you need us in anyway. i hope you feel the same too.
tata~!
Friday, September 19, 2008,3:39 PM
i bought my lenses!
hurrays! i bought my contact lenses liao le.today actually quite emo de. its because of 3 things.firstly i noe my chemistry paper 1 "bluang" already.secondly i went all the way to dhouby ghaut ALONE to collect my watch and its STILL spoiled. so the person refunded me. that watch is irreplaceable because its bought by my clique. but nevertheless i was refunded.thirdly. i learnt about the consultation fee i need to pay for first timer to buy contact lenses. which is no longer my problem now~! i bought my lenses le.i had a free consultation and a cheaper contact lenses that i thought which can last me for 1 and a half months~! hurrays man. my mom also approve to let me buy colored contact lenses during grad night!great man. i wanna mahjiong soon. hands itchy. after this few days of break i m going to study again! CINDY JIAYOU!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008,2:14 PM
Prelims is going to be over...so fast!
today is my second last day having paper le. i m actuallyu quite happy that i could at least write something for econs essays! really glad. but i really regretted writing question 5 last. cos i think i can write more for that question actually aish!never mind. today's chem paper one was managable. i hope i can really score well this time.studied with preben yanbing and zhongri today. ce joined after that and "disjoined" after that. lols. kor said something rather hurting today. i was stunned. never mind. over le anyways.feel like going out for a break. but the break could only be fully enjoyed after the exams.by that i meant my 'a' levels.cant wait!by that i mean my holidays and job opportunity after that. haha!hope that those who have their bio paper tml could do their best.JIA YOU KORKOR PREBEN AND JULIAT!tata~!
Friday, September 12, 2008,11:45 AM
diarrhea day!
cant remember exactly how many times i went to the loo. but it's torturous~!it has been a long week for me. because i had diarrhea for too many days. hais. guess what?i m having my prelims now. this is such a long period to endure. i was quite consoled with the fact that i find the recent papers managable. but who knows what result will pop out.i went for a jab today, in hope to end the tormenting hoax that had played on me.my tummy is filled with air. hope i could eat solid food soon. i have been eating plain porridge these days. it is not food. i want to eat a lot of things after i recover.and chilli.need to rest now.physically too drained.THANKS TO THOSE WHOM HAD SHOWN THEIR CONCERN!(zhongri yanbing seokhoon and farveen)
Tuesday, September 09, 2008,6:22 AM
end of GP prelims.
today marks the beginning of my prelims. it is also the end of my general paper. as usual, i cant finish my application question. but nevertheless i felt relieved after the papers. hope i won't fail this paper.i was among the batch we enjoyed the privilege of the air-conditioned hall. it was great. 陈老师is back! she is one of my examiners. i wrote question 8 for essay and coincidentally huang xiao ce also. haha.hope we score well. i would say that paper 1 this time has very tricky questions.we shall see.tml is math paper 2. i spent most of my time preparing for math. i hope it will not disappoint me. please show some improvements.
Monday, September 08, 2008,1:12 PM
here comes prelims~!
here comes prelims.it is sort of sad because prelims serves as a reminder that school term is ending soon.though i always felt my preparations are never sufficient. but i don't want that to be my excuse anymore. i want to brace myself with whatever i can.the war is going to begin.i must armoured myself, with whatever i have for now.it might not be a great success but it is definitely not going to be an awful defeat.confidence come within myself. for now i garner all my luck and wishes for the toughest period of my life. JIA YOU CINDY!just do your best and don't let anyone down.JIA YOU PEEPS(ZYSF)!
,4:06 AM
sick
i m weary. suddenly...it seem like tonnes of responsibilty had sat on me simultaneously. though it is prelims. i failed to feel the intensity.why?i m puzzled.i cant sit still. i cant stand still. i cant eat properly. i cant even sleep well.guess what. i was sick yesterday. AGAIN.that's the key word.i vomitted twice.i lost my appetite since then. i m a little nervous about my results. but i felt a little hopeless. gosh.what's wrong with me? what's wrong with cindy chua. whenever she feels like doing something right. she felt hindered. in terms of her mental ability.i felt weak. physically and mentally.study again.
Friday, September 05, 2008,8:00 AM
during my 2 hours break.
well i was honoured to be 1st to be named in Rehka previous post which is like thousand years ago. lols. decided to do the quiz though. haha. 1. The person who last tag you is: Valerie <3>
2. Your relationship with him/her is:friend! ex-netball mate (i only went for 2 practices! =x)
3. Your five impression of him/her:- she is soft-spoken
- she is tall
- she is caring
- she is talented(she plays canon in d very well ahaha and she also write songs)
-she is sweet!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: she gave me a birthday card way before my birthday!
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: "just call me when you need me okay!"
6.If he/she become your lover, you will : if she is a he, i m blessed! =))
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: height!!!
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: i will be too sad to do anything!
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i neglected her?! (she really very nice la. if she regard me as a enemy, it would be a tragedy)
10. The most desireD thing you want to do for him/her now is: give her loads of encouragements whenever i can, belief and strength. thou we werent very very close! hope our friendship could grow stronger!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: super sweet and nice person!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: some may feel i m unfriendly and also very very loud person.
13. The characters you love of yourself are: i have the ability to care for ppl. (thou some may not appreciate)
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: STM! think too much sometimes.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: natalie lio! (i think she will be surprise but her cheerful dispostion is always brightening my day!)
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: i really thank god for 'giving' them to me. THANK YOU FOR BEING ABLE TO TOLERATE ME AS A FRIEND!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
- Zhongri
- Yanbing
- SeokHoon
- Farveen
- Yiwen
- Preben
- JOAN
- Natalie
- Kegan
- Zhixiang
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Preben) his books maybe
19. Is no.9 a male or female? (Kegan) Male.
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (JOAN, ZX) they will still splash water on each other i guess.
21. What is no.2 studying about? (yanbing) She's in JC studying the combination of Maths Chem Physics as H2 and Econs H1
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Seok Hoon) Today after school ((=
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Natalie) Should be pop music
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? (Zhongri) Yup. A younger brother.
25. Will you woo no.3? (Seok Hoon) Wont. she is a girl.
26. How about no.7? (JOAN) she is another girl. -.-"
27. Is no.4 single? (Farveen) Yup.
28. What is the surname of no.5? (Yiwen) ANG.
29. What 's the hobby of no.4? (Farveen) hugging ppl? i think she has a hugging club. =x
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (yiwen and kegan) i doubt they know each other. lol.
31. Where is no.2 studying at? (Yanbing) PJC. now. =]
32. Talk something casually about no.1: (Zhongri) KORKOR. talented. handsome. ((=
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (Natalie) She is my girlfriend today. Oops!
34. Where does no.9 live at? (Kegan) jurong west. =]
35. What colour does no.10 like? (Zhixiang) RED.
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (Yiwen and Zhongri) both Taurus. should be able to ba.
37. Does no.7 like no.2? (JOAN and Yanbing) were classmates. didnt ask her b4. but should be yes! haha
38. How do you get to know no.2? (Yanbing) when we were sec 1. outside the sch bookshop. we had the same christain name :Cindy! haha~!
39. Does no.1 have any pets? (Zhongri) Nope. is neopets considered?
40. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (JOAN) definitely! she has the sexiest character! lols.
41. What do you think no. 10 is doing right now? (zhixiang) should be mugging hard for prelims in school ba! haa. JIAYOU!
yup done! within my break~! can go watch wizard of the waverly place le hahah!
Wednesday, September 03, 2008,7:37 PM
not bad~!
Kor GET WELL SOON PLS!
kor had a really bad dislocation yesterday after playing volleyball. i was so worried. witnessing the process. witnessing his tears. i almost died. i must admit i m really timid. but this friend is really important to me! it is torturous to see him injured. i know the pain is definitely unbearable.
anyway. hope he recover soon soon soon!
today yanbing came over to my place to study. i m glad i finally gain confidence for complex numbers and vectors and planes! its like finally~! glad. really glad. i cant believe i can complete the revision ws so fast and i can do them all myself. felt really consoled...
mei mei finished her first 'n' levels paper today. heard that she is rather confident about the paper and i m happy for her. MEIMEI JIA YOU!!
though i know she might not read this post i still hope to convey this wish to her. just try your very best meimei! the whole family is behind you.
today also talked to yanbing regarding the council taiwan trip. felt really excited. really hope that it will be a true success. it's the 8th! hahaha. my idol. if most could go i will be like so happy can. hope the trip will be cheap enough. i wanna go with them. hope to discuss with the 'organising committee soon~!
tml mei mei got the paper that she jitters the most. hope she can calm herself down and do well. MEIMEI SCORE YOUR BEST! I HAVE FAITH IN YOU!
i guess i should turn in le~! tml is econs day~! finally i can start on my econs policies! hahaha~!
tata~!
Monday, September 01, 2008,7:26 PM
62 days to 'A's
i didnt know that 62 is such an depressing number.
feeling lousy recently. hafen been blogging for so long. so decided to blog abit here.
1st and foremost, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY for my beloved teachers. from pri to sec and the current JCs. hope that all teachers will be of their best of health and MOOD these days.
then let me start my post from yesterday's happenings.
yesterday, jerald came over to my place to study. actually quite happy. cos really very long din see him. he is still very cute and cool la. hahaha. mr gentleman i would still say. he came quite early. in fact earlier than expected time. yanbing was sick yesterday. sadded. then we went to sunset way foodfare for breakfast. and then head to my place and mug. the sad part of yesterday story is that my mom is a very traditional woman. my father wasnt at home. my mom was working. she felt insecure when there is guy friends around. anyways after that i invited ce over. cos she dun haf tution ytd! haha. kor came too. felt better after understanding that he wasnt mad with me on fri. great~!
today kor came over alone. ce got tution so din come. jerald had something on. jie din come as well. so we studied today. kor told me he got lost while he made his way to my place~! haha. but thank you korkor for coming over~! really appreciated. he is my nicest korkor la~! he is always there when i m in need or too stress! or it is always 'just nice' he is there. haha. thanks a mil kor. thou i noe you might not get to read my blog.
anyway. i just finish packing my messy room. great tml got a clear table to do work after i m back from school. i hope there is maths teacher tml in school. got several question that i wish to consult teacher. kor says he will reach school at normal time. i think, i mean i will try to reach around that time too. but i m so sure i m going to be more tired than him. cos it is 4.17am now.
yupps. i hope all my friends can cope with their stress now. it's official 61 days to 'A's after that is 9 months of sweetest.
JIA YOU ZHONGRI!
JIA YOU XIAO CE!
JIA YOU YANBING!
JIA YOU FARVEEN!
JIA YOU PREBEN!
JIA YOU FELICIA!
JIA YOU YIWEN!
JIA YOU OPPA!
JIA YOU SABRINA!
JIA YOU NATALIE!
and also jia you to myself!!!
tata~!