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Monday, November 28, 2005,5:29 PM
CoNfUsEd NiA...
today is serene jie de burdae... 21st burdae... tmr is weishan jie de... warmest wishes to them... today should be a very joyous occasion... but i just could not get a little smile from my inner heart... i felt very pressurise today instead... mommy had shown discouragements of miie choosing polytechnic nia... seems so baahz... korb also discourage miie nia... cuz i told them i hope i could get into i university after my polytechnic diploma... however korb says if i got a very determined decision of going to university... i should choose jc instead... otherwise life in unicersity would be very hard to cope... he also discourages miie to go into a polytechnic nia... haiiz... polytechnic or junior college...
>... i really have to work hard... real hard... i hope i could pursue the right career in life... a one that would suit miie... another thing that pressurise miie today is Peace... i pledge to stop my missing for him until after my "o" levels... but it seems to be a tough task... i tot i could be more relax... but it turns out to be another way round... i felt so heartbroken and hard to breathe... i dun like his presence to affect my heartbeat so much... hmpf... ytd my jiemoi(the male version) called miie "huachi" because of him... weeps... duno wat more to say... rest my lungs lerr... bye...