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Wednesday, June 07, 2006,11:04 AM
060606
060606 a great day i will not forget.
i haf friends. true friends. the told miie about my mistakes.
till today i den realised. i m actually a "overly-nice" person. i m a inconsiderate gal who sings and annoys ppl. hurrm. i also mustn't haf too big an action when i m speaking. i shldnt "interupt" ppl when even they duno how to answer the question they ask among themselvesi laugh too loud sometimes. i duno actually i had inconvinence so many ppl. god is nice. it rain for the whole day today. i was so drenched today. i had so many bad points. but i m so glad that it was being reflected. though it sounds a little piercing. but i'll be fine. i wanna improve. i will try my best to dissolve my problems.
actually i was really stressed up these few days. i even got a thinking of wanting to commit sucide. choy!! haiis. cos i tot i could not share with my friends. i need to paced myself a little. i shan't be so stress animore. i wanna be happier. i promise i will think b4 i do things now. think hard or judge hard of whether or not i can or cant do. i wan as many ppl to be happy. i really hope i could be the one that creates smiles and laughter in class, not annoyance. i got good, supportive friends. lurve you gals so much.
to you that i hurt. sorry i had onli thought why you treat miie so distantly. so cold. but never put myself in your shoe. i m so sorry that i din think so much. you're right. i m really a big kpo and irritating. you din tell miie this and i noe why you din now. i wun blame you animore. you haf your own身不由己. sorry i din realise until now. i m too selfish to think just why you treat miie so coldly. instead i should think why did you haf to treat miie so coldly. i should be more senstive to you. sorry. i m not fit to like anione. including you. but thanks for appearing in my life too. i m glad what you haf tell miie indirectly.
if time permits. i would really wanna be a really good friend of yours. you're great. i had took out your photo and cleanse it under rain water. or i call it the holy water. you will be well-blessed. you'll.
i wun be doing my bad "things" i haf done as much as possible with effect of tmr. thanks for the feedback pals. lurve you gals lots. thanks for all of your existence pals. =D
HAPPY SWEET 16 to my milkk daughter
JOAN!!