today i learnt alot in church. got no time to blog today. blog on tues. =D

GOD IS A GOOD AND GREAT GOD!!


today very sian sia. keep on tio jerald suan. grr. zhixiang also. hais. that two ar. forever playing together de sia. duno what happened lately. dun feel very healthy. feeling so giddy. like ani minute i will just drop and faint. chem pract today and i think i might not be able to do that well liao. today i feel so nausea sia. i prayed very hard to god. i tried hard to concentrate and manage to answer all the questions. hopefully dun all wrong baa. seeing doctor tmr. cant continue liddat laa. risky for prelims and 'o' level. but so so lucky. i manage to get the correct volume. same with mdm lock answer. but sad laa. i think i forgot to fill in the blank of the avg. volume. i got 25.7cm3. but i forgot to fill in. sians. the concentration i got 0.977 mol./cm3. using 25.6cm3 de. hope that still can get marks. i noe 1 mark will be deducted le. hais nvm. this is a mock pract exam. learn from mistakes!! =DD

today tsali cry sia. tsali dun sad dun sad. my shoulder also 24/7 for you de. hee.

this week alot of ppl not feeling well. bingbing zhixiang molemole joanjoan not feeling well. GET WELL SOON!! god bless.

this week is a very good week. hope that weeks to come would continue to be as good. i m contented. with all the love my friends and family give. thanks lord. this is my power and motivation. thanks thanks lord. i'll praise you always. thanks tzexin. jerald. yanbing. joan. huiting. and u. without you guys. i wouldnt haf such a wonderful week.

thanks for returning him to me as a friend too.

tata.

i m so lucky! and so are you. every minute counts. so start treasuring!! <33


this week really very very tired. i bought sweet to school on mon. actually is for jerald and fel de. but in the end it become a "group effort". we formed a group of buying sweets--- me fel ting cong xiang and preben. this week i bought 3 packets liao. lols. this new seating arrangement not bad. bettter then the previous one. i lurve huiting and fel sia. haha. fel is really very cute. =DD but this week i really very very tired sia. very not on task i felt. i this week like crazy liddat. tok so loud. action so big. no good. hopefully i din cause any inconvinence or nuisance. ok ok i tmr must be my proper self liao.

today got back 2 chem test. both also under perform. omg. i naughty sia. shld start studying liao. no good no good. today got another test-----ammonia gas, eutrophication and fertilisers. sian. really too tired liao. i din read last question. give back mdm lock 1 mark. sad laa. i wan that 1 mark. i really nid to buck up for my chemistry liao. i wanna do well for my 'o' levels.

today another kuku thing happened. mr aw yesterday told the "zoo group"--- huiting me and bing to stay back today. he told us to choose 3 guys. bing and ting chose jerald and zhixiang. i chose sean. den we stayed back today. well. mr aw took some pictures for our school publicity sake. i partner huiting intially and we haf to look on the blank screen of a 'detector' and look as if we are discussing something important.well we look rather kuku leis. whoa. very embarassing sia. we still took foto in front of general office. everything ended quite quickly.

k blog till here. i wanna do hmwk.

tata~

learning from what is wrong today would make me a better soul tmr. i m confident of improving. =DD


this week is a really hard week. lots of things happening. yesterday i went for cell grp but i cant go service today. i feel a little disappointed with myself. i seem to "break' the promise i gave to sister yating and i repent. i wouldnt wan to disappoint myself and my cell grp mates. they are my great motivation to move on. i felt really bad not able to make it for last week already. this week i still cant make it for service. very sad. i m really regretful. :<

well this week is a rather fine week. i had made chinese singing competition audition on monday. and yimin and i made through the finals. we were over the moon. i m also glad that god hafen return miie my good friends tsali and yanbing. i love them so much. god had also help miie so much. on tues night. i was really exhausted. but i pray to god hoping that he can give miie strength to continue studying for that night. i was preparing for my physics. and i did it. i studied till 3.40am that night. and the next morning i m still able to get to school on time. thanks god. i m also grateful that i won my friend back. he is treating miie as his normal friend now. we are able to talk to each other normally now. we can even play with each other. thanks lord. i love you lord fof loving and caring for miie so much. i thank you for guiding miie. thanks thanks.

on fri. i did sth rather foolish. it was racial harmony day. that day i wore my half top, cheongsam like, and a skirt that's slightly above knee. and i was caught. luckily. the teachers were all so kind. i manage to borrow a baju kurong from mrs karen lim. i m so fortunate. thanks for the blessings. i manage to escape from dc and join back our class really soon. there was a photo-taking session: 4e5'06

the gals
after that. 8 of us, tsali yanbing tirza miie sean gabby ron and yudhi, went for a movie-----pirates of the carribean. YAN BING GET WELL SOON!! the movie was worth watching. very very amusing. but i was rather angered laa. cos dy told tsali the wrong information. we waited so patiently. but end out we are waiting for sth rather redundant. grr. nvm nvm.

yesterday during cell group, i learn that to find success in our life we must learn to balance between real and ideal. our world is imperfect. there will be great let downs. great disappointments. we must learn how to deal with it. sister yating shared about the truths in our life:

1. great success of life are often followed by failure or after failure. ==> after every mountains there will be a valley.

this is really very true. god is trying to test us. through our bitter time, irritations of life and disappointments are medium to one's value and character. we must press on and persevere. we need strength from god everyday.

2. great services of life is often followed by forgetfulness.

ppl often will haf short memory and tend to forget what good things others had did to them. what can we do den.

(a) dont revenge or curse it ----leave it to god. resentment is the no. 1 killer. it make ppl focus on the past. this would affect our future definitely. (b) dont nurse it----we will give a foothold to the devil. and when we nurse the grudge, everything will not go well and we might be detested by ppl. (c) disperse it. we can tell and pray to god. we can "throw" our disappointments back to god. as god could "reverse" the bad to good. trust and haf faith in god. when we disperse our problem we can come to a good and easy solution.

3. great shortages are often followed by fullness.

ppl often give up too soon. no matter how disappointed we are, we should trust god and keep going. we should persist on and give all to our god. we shant complain or give up. we must persevere.

that's about all.

tata~~

well. this week is a pretty busy week. last week i was too tired to blog. so let me start with last sunday church day.

last sunday we haf Dr Robb Thompson there to preach. i learnt a lot of things. besides that something miraculous happened. actually i was thirsty. den i put $1.60 to buy a bottle of coke from the vending machine. but the 1st bottle was stucked and i got a refund. den i try another time. den the 2nd bottle stuck and i got my refund again. well yimin sean john cheryl and my sister was waiting for miie den. so tried my last time. and this time all the 3 bottles came down. haha. i spent $1.60 and bought 3 bottles of coke in expo. praise the lord. perhaps he noes that if he give us one bottle i cant share and even if i share it wun be enuf. and maybe he noes that if he give us one each we might not be able to finish and result in a wastage. so he gives miie 3 bottles. so there could be 2 to a bottle. haha.

last sun i learnt that god has a great future for everyone. yes. i believe that. we all knows that we human beings haf eq and iq it is only the matter of whether it's high or low. but we still haf another thing. that is the RQ ----- relationship quotient. well this is very very important. as ppl without rq we haf two results: 1. we will be very lonely when we get old.
==> we will yearn that someone to be there for you.
2. we will be a very self-centred person.
we'll be away from what god want us to be.

Dr Robb Thompson also shared that " It is the height of deception and arrogance to believe that we determine the outcome of our lives. While in truth, they are determined by those to whom we grant access. grant access means that what you done, you allow some other voice to go inside you. he said that devil will always plan ways to seperate you and jesus. so we muist listen to the correct voice. as the third voice would keep us away from god's will. and this "third" voice is everywhere. we must make right decisions though it might bring painor hardship now, but it will bring us a blissful future. i also learnt that the good does not influence the bad but the but does influence the good. so we must be firm.

Dr Robb Thompson gave us 5 main rq factors to learn.
1. every relationship has rules both to enter and remain.
- it is very true. cos most of the time we tend to take things for granted. every relationship has it's own way of beginning and also it's way of maintaining. we must haf the right attitude.

2. " i love you so much that i'd would rather you dislike me for telling you the truth than for you to love me for telling you lies.
- i totally agree with this. i haf always believe that telling someone or others tell miie about my negative points so that i can improve than the hide the "truth". this is what true friends are for. thanks tsali and yanbing and joan and many others! tzexin thanks for all you encouragements too!

3. our future is completely dependent upon the quality if the people you call "friends".
- when we walk with the wise, we'll wise but when we walk with the "fools", we'll be destroyed. in chinese also haf a saying: "近墨者黑，近朱者赤". so evil is a persuasion and being good is a choice.

4. the value you place on any relationship is immediately revealed by the price you are willing to pay for it.
- so when we treasure it the relationship will be good. if we dun, the realationship will be bad. it depends on what we "trade" for.

5. your seed is the only influence you have over your future.
- whatever we had now in our hands would influence our future and we need to "plant' it well. it creates our future.

one who knows how to handle rq is one who noes how to master life and can manage ppl. tsali you are a good one. our future is not determined by those who "likes" you but by those who dun. we can always learn for our mistakes as no one is perfect. =DD

this week really alot of things happened. something really unpleasant happened btw miie and another fren. i demoted him le. cos i think he is abit too selfish. i will not hate him for what he had done. i just dun like it. but i told him le. hope that he could change for the better. but the sad story is when he made his confession. i shant further elaborate. CONGRATS RONALD FOR PASSING THRU THE INTERVIEW!!and your treat. xP

i really love yanbing tsali ronald and tzexin. they are really my best friends. they had guide miie along this week. thanks lord for giving me the strength and courage to move on this week. thank you. also now i had a change of seating arrangement. i m sitting at the corner. behind fel and beside zhixiang. i finally can sit near girls le. lols. but will surely miss jerald de. cant stretch den massage for him liao. he is also another good friend good brother i haf. i m so fortunate to haf all of my best friends. lucky miie. =D

i m a blessed gurl.


HAPPY 16TH BURDAY JERALD!!

lazy to blog further. blog this sat.

sad laa no cell grp.


yes!! this is my 50th post. nice one.

today's is john's burday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!!

i went to sean's place for cell grp meeting. to honour god once more. great! great! it's W346 with W278 again. we sang songs to praise him once more. and eunice is finally back!! hurrays. she's fine liao. praise the lord. he is such a great savior and healer.

The songs for today:

today i learnt about how to handle disappointments.

well sister yating shared. disappointments could come in many many forms. disappointments come from things. from event. but the greatest source of disappointment is from ppl --- through their lies, slanderings and backstabbing. which is quite true. but what's most important is how we handle it. we can choose the way that is against integrity or morality. or we can use the godly way --- coming into the presence of god. handle things with integrity. liars get temporal riches and led a unproductive life. they try to achieve things in a "cheap" way and their result would also be as "cheap". handling disappointments require great patience.we must into in presence of god. so that we can haf strength and wisdom in handling disappointments. that's our everlasting richness. things that glitter may not be made of gold. we must be determined and strong. disappointments may tire ppl and hence ppl wld wan to divert their faithfulness towards jesus. this is devils doing. whenever we want to do sth good. the devil will always try ways to bring us away from god. for eg. ppl would wan to cheat beacuse of money. we must recognise jesus. the worst life is when we become disappointed with jesus. we must never be afraid. when we are being thrown into darkness. jesus will never be stingy to cleanse our sin. i love god so much!!

i had become a happier person after coming to city harvest.

i must really thanks sean. thanks "son". he is a good one.

after our cell grp meeting we sang john happy burday. haha. he is so animated laa. lols. we stayed at sean's place for quite a while. we played the piano. and den sean's kor return home with a dog. so cool. the dog is a bitch. and she like nic. keep licking nic. his whole face turn red when the dog start licking his face as he lie on the floor. sean say the dog ah lian. bully nic. lols. we had a nice and fruitful day.

yea. that's about all.

exhausted le.

tata~ =DD

yes!! oral is over~ oral is over~

i mean mt de onli.

today i had a really cool day laa. i had my mt 'o' level oral. should haf listen to preben. the passage has no chim words. but i wasnt that fluent today. but it is okay. the conversation one is also one of the one that mdm gao had gone thru with us. cool cool!! jerald the best. just right before the oral itself. jerald just casually ask joyce about, "why do employer and maid go into bad terms and what do you think might had cuased it?" this question came out. his fortune-telling shld be very chun de lor.

after that we went opposite to makan. we had a very cool chit- chat session. haha.

yesterday very sad. cos i lost my money. in my very own class. i m so silly laa. cos my wallet really very big and heavy. i left it in the class den. right after my social studies lesson which is after recess. i last saw my wallet with $17 during my social studies lesson. then i went for my mother tongue lessons without my wallet. cos i tot only xiaoyun in our class and therefore no one will steal my money. i din expect the CL b ppl to enter our class. hais. when i return to class for eng lesson. junye return miie my wallet. i was not very surprise den. cos i tot the guys playing a trick on miie. den i open my wallet and realised that they left $2 for my lunch. so "touched". *weeps*. hais nvm laa.

i was generous ytd. i donated a total of $2 for the youth day. + $15 liao.

nvm.

i will enjoy every day de. i promise.

thanks to TSALI TIRZA YANBING PREBEN JOAN LINA JUNYE for all your encouragements.

love god always.

tmr will be a better game.


it has been long since i haf a new post mans.

this week quite many things happened.

last thurs receive a call from my sister saying that our darling "sister" eunice got admitted into NUH because she had appendics and she was in great pain. well she told miie not to be so worry because sean is still laughing. sean is a really funny and humourous guy i felt. good friend i haf. i m glad. thanks to my special luck. thanks god. den john inform my sister and i to pray for our darling eunice.

we prayed.

okay. friday we had our 20th anniversary. that day we had an early dismissal. i went to jie's house. den she came to my house to prepare then we head to outram park to wait for my godma. we waited for 2 hours and she finally came. we finally did our make up and went to jubilee hall by my uncle's car. THANKS XIAO JIU!!

we reached jubilee hall at 7.10pm. tzexin was stopped by miss ang by the entrance. she said she wore too revealing le. we finally got in with joan's jacket. phew. that day i was super excited. though i was really very exhausted. i looked forward to the performance. and it was great. but it seemed a little too short. hais. i love the modern dancers!! praise the lord they did well. i heard that there will be another performance modern dancers are putting up on the 8th of july. all the best my darling JOEY mei and also my beloved juniors.

we had some photo taking session outside after the performance. but very sad i din haf picture with tsali yanbing tirza sean joan. what a pity. they are so nicely dressed that day. but i did haf picture with: tzexin meirong lina alison and 4e5'06. we even haf a "family" foto. haha.

i enjoyed the show very much. love them so much. especially my sister. i love her so much. we din haf much time for photos that day. ms gopal shooed us off. so sad. i din haf much opportunity to snap with my chio bu sis. nvm. joey we got next time.

on sat i had cell group at sean's place again. met yimin there. praise the lord. it was a good one. we, W346, combine cell with W278. i learn about soul-winning ytd. i m glad and i learn that we must stand firm with our own decision. soul-winning is a natural thing. it's a lifestyle. god chose us to be his servant. his producer. so jesus will endpower us. when we show good testimony and be faithful, god will raise us up. we must know our calling. tommorrow will be a better game. i will strive on.

sunday. hurrays. i made way to city harvest early. every early. so john and julie bought miie and my meimei to the doughnut shop to haf breakfast. doughnuts!! my all time favourite. haha. then we waited there for nic and yimin to arrive. den we proceed to hall 1. orh yaa. we met constance and candy. they are really nice people. haha. especially candy. it was her burday on the 1st of july i think. her 21st one. HAPPY BELATED BURDAY CANDY!! though i din noe her that well. but all the best.

den we went into hall 1. we are really early. we waited for sister yating to arrive. and the rest too. soon the service starts and we had great fun.

today's learning is to know that the importance of vision. motivation is given out due to love not fear. a man without a vision is a man who is without a future. there's no shortcut in our life. devil is often known us the god of desire. and so the devil will always tempt us to take the shortcuts, the easier way. but we mustnt fail to recognise god. we should noe the heart of god as we are serving a god that never forsake us. we shldnt make silly choices like exchanging our faith of jesus with sth that is worth something lesser. we shld keep our vision straight and be determined. we will not lose our calling. waiting and sacrifice might come by us through the process. but we must always press on. when we meet obstrutions. we must press on too. we shld recognise god as our provider that will never abandon us. we will go through the way of the cross. we shant resent for our vision. when we lose our vision to devil. we can still come back to the wings of Jesus. he will restore our vision.

today i m really touched. touched by lord. i will persevere on.

den our cell group go to bugis together to get a cute soft toy for eunice meimei. den we took bus 197 to NUH to visit her.

she look very weak. my sister cried. i was also touched to see such a brave gal. wow. GOD please bless eunice. i hope that she will recover very quickly. GET WELL SOON EUNICE!!

den we went to meet mommy and family at outram park. we hafing a family gathering. today is xiao tong's burday. HAPPY 13th BURDAY XIAO TONG!! we had a great dinner on the house of er yi zhang.

well i m exhausted. briefly blog till here.

tata~

tomorrow is a better game. =D

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