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Monday, July 24, 2006,11:16 AM

lots of happenings.

this week is a really hard week. lots of things happening. yesterday i went for cell grp but i cant go service today. i feel a little disappointed with myself. i seem to "break' the promise i gave to sister yating and i repent. i wouldnt wan to disappoint myself and my cell grp mates. they are my great motivation to move on. i felt really bad not able to make it for last week already. this week i still cant make it for service. very sad. i m really regretful. :<

well this week is a rather fine week. i had made chinese singing competition audition on monday. and yimin and i made through the finals. we were over the moon. i m also glad that god hafen return miie my good friends tsali and yanbing. i love them so much. god had also help miie so much. on tues night. i was really exhausted. but i pray to god hoping that he can give miie strength to continue studying for that night. i was preparing for my physics. and i did it. i studied till 3.40am that night. and the next morning i m still able to get to school on time. thanks god. i m also grateful that i won my friend back. he is treating miie as his normal friend now. we are able to talk to each other normally now. we can even play with each other. thanks lord. i love you lord fof loving and caring for miie so much. i thank you for guiding miie. thanks thanks.

on fri. i did sth rather foolish. it was racial harmony day. that day i wore my half top, cheongsam like, and a skirt that's slightly above knee. and i was caught. luckily. the teachers were all so kind. i manage to borrow a baju kurong from mrs karen lim. i m so fortunate. thanks for the blessings. i manage to escape from dc and join back our class really soon. there was a photo-taking session: 4e5'06

the gals
after that. 8 of us, tsali yanbing tirza miie sean gabby ron and yudhi, went for a movie-----pirates of the carribean. YAN BING GET WELL SOON!! the movie was worth watching. very very amusing. but i was rather angered laa. cos dy told tsali the wrong information. we waited so patiently. but end out we are waiting for sth rather redundant. grr. nvm nvm.

yesterday during cell group, i learn that to find success in our life we must learn to balance between real and ideal. our world is imperfect. there will be great let downs. great disappointments. we must learn how to deal with it. sister yating shared about the truths in our life:

1. great success of life are often followed by failure or after failure. ==> after every mountains there will be a valley.

this is really very true. god is trying to test us. through our bitter time, irritations of life and disappointments are medium to one's value and character. we must press on and persevere. we need strength from god everyday.

2. great services of life is often followed by forgetfulness.

ppl often will haf short memory and tend to forget what good things others had did to them. what can we do den.

(a) dont revenge or curse it ----leave it to god. resentment is the no. 1 killer. it make ppl focus on the past. this would affect our future definitely. (b) dont nurse it----we will give a foothold to the devil. and when we nurse the grudge, everything will not go well and we might be detested by ppl. (c) disperse it. we can tell and pray to god. we can "throw" our disappointments back to god. as god could "reverse" the bad to good. trust and haf faith in god. when we disperse our problem we can come to a good and easy solution.

3. great shortages are often followed by fullness.

ppl often give up too soon. no matter how disappointed we are, we should trust god and keep going. we should persist on and give all to our god. we shant complain or give up. we must persevere.

that's about all.

tata~~