Your Birthdate: May 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

8 more days...

actually i felt the heat. but i refuse to make myself nervous. i can do it de!

yesterday went to study with felicia. we went to the gombak study area to study. the one that is pretty near to dazhong. and i finally understand relative velocity. under my smart mei mei teachings. hahaha!

it rained yesterday. so din go tzexin place.

mei mei studied physics yesterday. i printed 5 source-based for her. i have strong faith she will do very well for 'o' levels. mei very sweet. she brought home-made crysanthemum for me. so sweet of her! but in the end the excess water in our body made us very urgent! from that study area to our nearest toilet. takes quite awhile. we quickly pack our stuffs and head for the toilet. we went to gombak mac de. after that, before we went back to our study area, we went to but waffle. den we continue our revision till 5.

i went to westmall with fel after that. i finally noe where old chang kee is! i went to see the shoes fel yearn to buy. there is four for her to choose. of course all of them are BROWN! after that i head home.

today i went to the dental in the morning. yeah! i not longer haf gap for my front teeth liao! yeah! but basically today is a boring day! lalalalalalal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

later meeting ms gloria at 6pm.

byebye!


yesterday was hari raya! Happy Hari Raya to my muslim friends. mei mei was being invited to her friends' place to celebrate hari raya. papa and mama went to work. i m alone at home. so i started to study. but nothing go in. *die la* left 2 weeks only. i must calm myself down. cannot kan jiong now.

i started to rest for a while. so i had my lunch. den i visited joan's blog, remembering she had the link to deathnote manga. den i realise the sky turn overcast. i brought in the laundry and return back to my room. i try to read the manga. na bu ji ahn nae. i like the manga. i finish 2 parts yesterday. reading the 3rd one today. after my revisions. joey return at about 5. she was supposed to buy the dinner. but she complained that it was too early. she played the com den. i went to bath. when i return to the room. she slept!!

i finish reading the 2nd epi of the manga. it was 7 already. watch princess hour and learn korean(i watch it in korean). den mommy rang and told me she is heading to Vivocity with er yi. i told her mei mei sleeping. den i cook dinner for mei mei and myself. i dun wanna leave the house. so i started doing my source-base at around 9.

dear. it seem like i haf wasted another day to get my mood back. but i love source-based~!^^

hais. i m rotting and 'o' levels are coming. 得打起十二分精神！ i don't want regrets. i must work hard for good results. but i must admit i m stressed up this few days. temper not very good. *sorry*

runs to revise le.

tata~


some final moments in class:






















In the cinema:







asta and me in front of the screen.


i have been away from posting new post. mi ahn hae.

firstly this is due to my com being down for a week and hence it was sent for service. secondly due to the hectic schedule of schooling and revising i do not really haf the energy to type down my thoughts. finally i haf to admit i was lazy for the past 2 days after the com is back.

i haf a lot to write.

let's start with bio pract.

i know i m done for. cos i totally blank out in the lab. i was really very nervous then. i was shivering intensely. when they invigilator says you may begin i took up my w1, with alcohol in it, with my hands shivering. den i accidentally spilled the alcohol inside onto my onions given. i panicked. but i managed to raise my hands up and requested for a new set of specimens. i was really nervous that i do not understand what the questions in the paper wants. i m scared. too scared. but i made a start. i m slow. so much slower than my classmates in the same shift as me. i heard my classmates lighting up the bursen burner to start the food test already yet i m still stuck at question 1. that made me worse. i dun seem to be able to control my nervousness. but i try to calm myself down. i manage to finish question 1 and proceed onto the food test. i can answer the food test question confidently. but the moment i flip to the next 2 pages. i cant do any of the questions there. it's 10 marks and that's it. they're gone. i cant really see the image given. so i wasnt sure what's that. i thought it looks like a plant cell. but i were sure. this is a practical. we should draw what we see. later mr subair confirmed that my conjecture. i was not in a mood to discuss after the pract. cos i was sure that it would not be a pass grade. so i tuned my focus to my revisions then.

after that it was the vocab test and english discussion on our prelims. well it is overall ----- BORING. hais. but nvm. the presentors sound very tired, exhausting the whole crowd of sec 4E/5N pupils. we are hafing our 'o' levels soon. and english is one the subject i m worried about. i m still aiming for a B4. determined to do well for my 'o' levels.

last friday, 20th oct, was the last day of our school. so i brought my camera to school intending to take lot of pictures that day. it was raining cats and dogs in the morning. my mei mei forgot to bring along her umbrella instead. so i thought of taking taxi to school. i hand my camera to my precious and hailed a taxi. we got into the taxi quickly. settle ourselves and told the taxi uncle where we are heading. on the way there joey initially wanted to take pictures of herself on the taxi. however i told her i might delete them away in case there isnt sufficient memory to hold my pictures later. she agreed and put the camera away. upon our arrival to school. i paid the uncle, while joey alighted from another door. when i alight. puting the change the uncle gave me without checking whether any stuffs are left behind. after that i asked joey for the camera. but she said she wasnt carrying it. den i realise that we left it on that taxi. i head towards the class and yudhi lent me his phone. i phoned the customer service line. that lady promised that she will call me back at 10.20am, during recess. but i waited there wasnt a call. i called back. and den she gave me that taxi uncle number. i was told that i can reached him only after 5. cos that uncle so not possess any handphone. but she assured me by saying my camera is with him.

on our last day. many teachers gave us lots of "presents". they gave us their numbers and many many worksheets. on top of that we received lollipops and keychains. i will miss 4e5'06 de. after that, it was the distributiions of our report books. looking at it. definitely i wasnt pleased. i cant get bursary this year. i m out of the top 25%. but i did improve a little. then miss lee gave us paper and told us to pen down our reflection of this 4 years. i got lots to say. but i wanna thank my 7 angels i had met ----- asta felicia huiting joan tzexin tsali yanbing. these are the 7 angels i will never forget.

after school i head to see ms gopal 1st. i was notified that i was one of the top 10 that was being nominated for singa courtesy award. germaine got gold!! congrats. then i head home to change and went for pjc open house. i recognise nicholas, julie and weilin. we got 2 guides ----- ally and another 1 i forgot =x. they are super super cold. we toured around pjc. the good impression i had sinks. this jc dont really look like a proper one. i prefer jjc seriously.

after that. i meet up with my mother and head to the taxi drivers place to collect my camera. phew. i finally got it back. i promise i will be careful with it next time. mommy gave that uncle a red packet. to thank him. i m really grateful to him. den i had dinner with my mother at central.

last saturday joan and yanbing came over to my place to study. it was a pretty busy day for me. my computer returned on that day. i had to apologise to yanbing and joan for not being able to entertain you girls much. after i settled my computer. i went back to study. i manage to study quite a little that day. but i wasnt in a study mood that day. i was more of lazing around. felt so sorry. hais. i need to work harder. den i haf my lunch with the girls at around 4 plus. we had chicken rice. joan is very good lehs. she treated us homemade barley. i love her!! i really motivated by joan. she is working so hard now!! hwaiting~~

after that i came back with them and then we had a little chit chat session with them. before they left. i haf a quick bath and head down to the bus stop with joey. we are going to xiao jiu's place to celebrate asher's 4th birthday. we were on chern hong kor kor's car heading to their place. asher was so hyper that day. he was playing his toy sword with caleb. they greeted us when we arrive. there was lots of oily food there. wow. recently i have been eating unhealthy and oily food. i think i need some work out. we sang happy birthday song to asher. caleb was so petty he doesnt want to join his brother for photo taking or his birthday song. so bad. he is spolit. not good. we tried so many ways to call him our for photo taking with his brother. but he declined. so stubborn. hais. in the end only until xiao jiu call him out to take picture then he agreed. but only one. whoa. caleb boy ar. cindy jie jie dun friend you liao la. you so petty. after that we accompanied asher to open his present. he was so excited. before tearing open the presents he will question "谁的"? haha. so matured. he is so appreciative. every present he received was something related to his favourite ----- barney. haha. after unwrapping all the presents, he acted as if he is very tired. so cute of him. haha. i continue watching princess hours. that is so nice. it is really worth watching again and again. but asher requested that he wanted to watch the barney dvd xiao tong had bought for him. so i stopped and head to their room and fall alsleep...

sunday. joan came over to my place to study again.she realised that she neednt work that day. she came over to place i made her a simple breakfast. we did revisions for the whole day. but we did haf lots of rest intervals. we tried to learn how to sing DBSK's songs. we did a lot of things. especially joan. papa returned home with our lunch. it was chicken rice again. but from a different store. i was lazy den i haf a pretty long nap. i shared with joan lots of my past dreams and they're all so funny. hais. time flies. joan thought that she wasnt efficiently enough. i think her hard work will pay off well de. she is very fast in learning things. hwaiting~ at night we had our dinner together and we had western food. after that i send joan to the station.

monday. i went back to school. joan wasnt there yet. so i smsed her. she will be coming. i brought my camera. i m going to miss mdm lock's lesson. hais. it was her last lesson with us. i think chemistry pract is the pract we haf the most confident with. i love mdm lock and i dun wanna disappoint her with my results. i wanna get a1 i seriously will work very hard for that. after her lessons. we had a phototaking session, i will load the pictures later. after that, me, asta, daeyeon, felicia, xiaoyun and yanbing went to watch death-note. we smuggled kfc inside the movie theater. i think not bad. just that i dun like raito. he is so bad. spank him ar. he murdered shiori. i dun like him. shiori love him so much lehs. he killed his own girlfriend so bad. L is so cute. i dun him to die leh. at least should let raito die 1st. hmpf. the second part predicted will be out this december. i think i wanna watch. but firstly i think i must read the manga 1st.

okay i blog till here!

photos later~


felt like posting. this week is really a very hectic week. its saturday. i still have to visit acjc tmr. i have to thank oppa alot this week. he helped me in my social studies and english this week. and i felt more confident. i cant say that i m a wonderful student as i was actually feeling very fatigue this week. my brain juice seems to be dried up when i m very exhausted. however i tried my very best to listen to what he says.

on tuesday. oppa taught me how to tackle with essays. everything flows in rather nicely for me. i m able to comprehend what he said. i was slow, slow in learning. thanks oppa for your patience. i m more aware of how to write essays now. i felt that my burden is lighten.

on wednesday. after 2 weeks of endurance i finally got to eat korean cuisine at "su". i just love the food there so much. during the afternoon. my sister and i went to orchard 1st for some window shopping and we took some neoprints. i went to visit level 9 at cathay cineleisure. wow. this is the 1st time i visited level 9 at cathay cineleisure. it look very cool with black as the objective colour. i visited the shop my fellow cassiopias had introduced to me --- mise s*clusive. wow the price of most of the items are rather costly. so i barely looked upon those things. however i was actually rather happy. i finally own triangle without the actual intend of buying it at first. that was suppose to be a christmas present from mommy. hais.

thursday i went to see mr nazar and he highlighted to me that i m rather weak in tackling with source base question and he spent quite sometime to explain to me how i could handle source based question in a more understandable way. i really thank him for his effort.

yesterday i got a great day. and i will share it later.

tired le~

tata~


yesterday was a rest day for me. i spent may whole day in my room. due to the bad haze. i reached PSI:150 yesterday. it was really bad and i haf a little breathing difficulties and chestpain when the air is not good. argh. hope that indonesia can stop burning down the forest. deforestation is bad for animals too. then later the animals become "chou ta" den some no home to stay den not good liao. hais.

anyway. i spent my day in my room yesterday. what else can i do during a rest day and i cant leave the room. so i on my com and i stayed in dong bang shin ki's forum for the whole day. i made some friends there. well most of them were curious of me due to my height. well. they are friendly anyway. it seems like i haf another family le. a family of about 556 members(today). i enjoy myself there. perhaps i m a person that is very easily contented. haha.

today morn i got a whole shock of my life. i woke up at around 4.30am. facing away from my sister. the radio seems to be a little spolit. but i ignored as i was just to weary to get up. so i try to go back to sleep. however though i was really weary but i was unable to sleep. my heart raced. as if something bad has happened. i do not feel easy. so i turn to face my sister. but to my horror. at around 4.30 AM i found my sister missing. i was worried. so i get out of my bed and went out of my room to look for her. she wasnt in the toilet. neither was she in the living room, her own study room or my parents' room. i was worried. just as i enter my parents' room, my accidentally woke up my parents. they thought i woke up to pee. and reminded me to switch of the light before leaving the toilet.

i asked my father whether he saw my mei. i was so so worried. i cant find her aniwhere in the house. i pinched myself and slapped myself hard. thinking that i was dreaming. i wasnt. i thought maybe she got killed by the demon in STAY ALIVE(ronald said that wouldnt happen i should believe liao). my mother realised that our doors are not locked. which means joey might haf slipped out of the house. she begin to page for my sister. torrents of tears began to rolled down my cheeks. i breathed so hard. really worried that joey had 离家出走. i was worried she doesnt want to come back. she is a girl and had spent away her savings lately. finally joey answered the phone.

my worried parents didnt roared at her. she explained that she is with my precious cousin sera. she said that sera wasnt in a good mood and so she came to console her. i burst into tears upon hearing her voice. my mother told her to come home immediately. my father volunteered to pick her up. it is so late already. time seems to glide by. i yearned to see her so much. i was so afraid to lose her. finally she is home. this is the 1st time she did something so crazy like that that made our whole family worry for her. upon seeing her return. i didnt want to say much. so i return to my room, crying. but finally at ease. soon i fell asleep.

when i m awake its 8.25 am. my mother told me to checked for the air tickets. finally joey says she wants to come along with us to china. so i spend my whole afternoon on the com. going to study soon. i must work hard liao.

JOAN JIA YOU!! I WILL ALSO JIA YOU LIAO. HWAITING~


有许久没有用华文写作了。 有点想念。

昨天我终于拿回所有成绩。当然是有人欢喜有人愁。我就是其愁之一人。我在这次的考试考到非常恶劣的成绩。

前天我双手接过我的英语成绩。我不及格了。很纳闷。不知如何是好， 非常不知所措。人开始承重，沉默起来了。一点儿也不想讲话。我觉得自己很窝囊。我突然坚强不起来。好想嚎啕大哭。心想我的地理成绩还未揭晓于是我把滚烫的泪水吞回肚子里。

昨天我收到我的地理成绩了。心里很不是滋味。读了好长的一段时间，还是依然没及格。在过度失望之余我的泪水不由得涌出。我躲在紫欣的背开始哭泣。原本我告诉自己不要在众目睽睽之情况下哭泣。但我不争气。我用我的泪来洗掉我内心那份失望。朋友们都频频安慰我。让我的内心十分温暖。但眼泪过了一个小时才正是停止。哭过后真的轻松了很多。

现在我正努力着希望我的‘O’水准我的成绩能够一鸣惊人！我得加倍努力了。

yesterday i went out with tsali they all. we went to marina square. and den we catch a movie --- STAY ALIVE. definitely it is the first time i watch horror movie in cinema. usually if i want to watch any horror i will watch it without sound. lucky korkor sat beside me. he was aware that i m cold and scare. heng ar. i got a good korkor. =D

after the movie we went to see the clothes for the guys grad night de. then sean and ron haf a mini modelling session there. hilarious. we enjoyed ourselves overall. i left my peeps earlier and meet my papa...

THANK YOU TZEXIN TSALI ALISON YANBING LUYEE LINA JOYCE FELICIA JOAN RONALD DAEYEON GABBY!!

HWAITING~


i got back my english and ss results le.

they are totally atrocious.

well i m speechless.


obviously i m disappointed with my results today. but i told myself these disappointments cannot last me more than a day. i must quickly get over it. though i felt guilty when i m facing my parents. aww!!

i got back my e.maths, a.maths and chemistry results. they are bad. not good. i got a B4 for my amaths this time. i m not progressing. i was too careless liao. i was alsotoo lazy. arhhhhh. cannot la. nvm i got motivation liao. i noe how to relax liao. i noe i need to strive for better results. emaths i got A1 but i think i can do better. chemistry is the one that is most disappointing i got A2 again. what's wrong with me. i just cant stop myself from being nervous during exams. nvm now i noe le. can can.

tmr will be worse. cos ss is coming back. eng also. ouch. i noe tmr is going to hurt me alot. i wanna better results so this month i will be very kan kor. i must work hard liao. hais. tired. i m also worried for my geog. hais. work hard cindy.

well today i m also very happy for joan and yanbing. i can see that their hard work did pay them well. joan scored a b3 chem le. so this means she can get an A2 for end of year if she persist. yanbing scored an a2 this time. their improvement really make me very happy. yanbing also improve for her amaths. good good. everything is good. so i must also work hard. HWAITING~

i haf ordered dong bang shin ki's 3rd album. i ordered 2 one i think i going to give joan. but duno whether she wan anot. they are the ones that can make me feel so relax and rejuvenated.

JOAN HWAITING!! YANBING HWAITING!! CINDY HWAITING!! DONG BANG HWAITING!!


DONG BANG SHIN KI ROCKS MAN!!

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