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Tuesday, December 26, 2006,4:27 PM
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2006 is coming to an end. i really dun bear. i remember i said this last year too! every year i would learn the importance of treasuring. and it would always get stronger. i will be 17 next year. and i think i m still going to say the same thing again.most of my pals will be going for their 1st 3 months in junior college. i got very tired of pioneer junior college. i m aware that it is actually my fault for not getting go result. but i think i dun like the attitude of the staffs there. i dun feel the warmth from there. though it's bukit view dominant now. aish. i think i will stick with annie jiejie's jc. if i m given the opportunity to go jc laa. i haf 2 bonus point for my cca. hopefully that would be helpful in one way!i noe i had made myself really mixed up lately! what's wrong with me? i felt really weird. i cant find myself. sian. i really feel quite stress up lately. but if you ask me why m i stressed up. i cant give you an exact answer. there are really lots of reasons that contribute this. how come? i feel really strange and loss. even sometimes when i m with my set of friends. what has happened to me? i feel like i m not so cindy anymore these days! this is really bad. i got myself too stress up. i dun talk sense lately i think. i m quite easily agitated lately. i m afraid i haf that kind of thinking to keep really quiet the things i wanted to voice out. i prefer to keep things to myself lately. i dun share things with my mother that often now! i dun like this feeling. i even dare to throw tantrums at her now! what's the world becoming to? sometimes mommy dun wanna "dao li" like last time with me liao. ahhh! these are driving me nuts soon! cindy chua is a bad daughter liao.sometimes i feel like i haf to much things to worry about. i shall blog about other events some other days. sorry i really feel very depressed today. bye~
Hello. I'm cindyC!. I'm TWENTY years old. Borned on 24th MAY '90