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Wednesday, September 19, 2007,6:31 AM
i dun want to graduate earlier than others!
hmmm. today is our school cafe uncle's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!anyways. its 4 days to promos. and you might be wondering why i haven't been updating my blog even though i m so stressed up.firstly, it's my project work ---- written report and finally it's over. now comes the insights and reflections. fortunately only need 500 words. then it's my insufficient time to catch sleep. thirdly, it's my revision for my promos. these things are what i prioritise now. oh and one more biggest prob why i dint blog. MY COM IS THROWING TANTRUMS at me again. hais. in case you might be thinking where i am now --- i m in school lib.i haf been very stressed up lately. but in front of my family i do not dare to show my fears. but if i dun find a way to release my pressure, i m going to burst. my friends around m seem to be ready for the long-waited battle 4 days away. i m still shuddering with intensity. why m i so tense up. i m thinking about the consequences. i m afraid. after spending about 7 months in this school. i would graduate earlier than my peers without a cert. everything seems to be piling up very last minutely. i m trying my best to complete what i need to and spending suffice time to revise too. but it seem like what i have revise is far behind the rest ----- my classmates.i haf a sense of belonging to the class lately due to the 8 princess, which is formed on the 12th sept, consisting of da gong zu to ba gong zu in the respective order, xinying, shimin, jiemin, me, seok hwee, yvonne, huimei and weikiat. this is arrange according to our birthday. my clique seems to be progressing fast and well. i gonna catch up.but i m nervous. i still felt helpless without my 4e5'06 clique, my btv clique. i m racing against time. i really do. i dun wanna share this with mommy because she has "invested" a lot for me to study in this school, though the neccessary t-shirt, graphing calculator and assessment books. so i must work very hard. in fact i m afraid that i might be the 08/09 batch. "puipuipui!!!"hais. i haf to go study le.i hope when i come back to blog the next time i would be clear that where i stand. and not with mixed emotions like now.P.S to the following people though i duno whether you got read my blog anot.to JIEMIN! get well soon gurl~! you can do it de~! we'll stay together!to YIWEN! laopo dun be to stress or too tired or too scare. my hp line is always open for you to consult~!to FELICIA! mei ah! jia you for this promos you haf the potential to excel. haf faith in yourself. i haf faith in you!to JOAN! i miss you darling daughter! how are u? next time make honey for you~!to ASTA! siaocharbo! chiong all the way hor! sistas forever!to YANBING! jiejie jia you!to PREBEN! i know you are busy and tired beacuse you are heavily taxed on great responsibilty. but nevertheless, JIA YOU! you haf a friend that will encourage you through. rest well and take care of your health.to OPPA! hwaiting! aja aja!to TSALI AND TIRZA! i your friendly shoulders. :[to ZHIXIANG! dun hate what you have to do~ stick with it and try your best for this promos! i know you can do it! to MYSELF! strive to your best abilty cindy! you are still strong!