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Thursday, October 25, 2007,11:19 PM

my reflections

After being exceptionally unusual this few days. i finally can reflect on what i do in the 2 days. thanks for all my understanding friends ----- asta daeyeon and yiwen.

i have been riduculously loud, crazy and weird. i noted. i just wanted to use a medium to make myself less sad. i felt that i m trying my best to minimise the troubles that i have brought to my friends. but yiwen still got my worst part. she is really nice at times. she listened to my nonsense that day. she tolerated all my loudness and crazy moments.

i have my lesson learned. i must not be over involved in things. i shouldnt be over confident. never be dao! i must work extra extra hard!

i dun like this yr. seriously. i m just so not CINDY~

Tuesday, October 23, 2007,5:23 PM

i din do well.

I DiNt dO WeLL!

congrats to those that do well.

Sunday, October 21, 2007,9:00 AM

mixed emotions

sometimes i would like to ask why are you so busy everyday. busy doing something we dont like everyday. most of the time this kind of busy, would make us lose something that is more precious to us.

sometimes i m so tired and needs comfort, but i realise i m alone. sometimes when i look happy and okay, i dun feel really that way. i feel like everyone around me is like wearing a mask. and as we gets older this mask thickness would increase rapidly. what's worse, it's that we dint realise it. i love the feeling when i m with joan, when i m with tzexin, when i m with asta and also when i m with fel and preben. where the allow me to feel at ease and feels that they are very good friends that you can rely on. i m glad. cos i have 5 of them.

i hate to say this. but i really feel that sometimes friendship is something that needs both the individual to work out. it cant be an one way traffic. i mean i dun mind giving and but at least he or she should be grateful. i'm grateful that some of my friends give me comments on how i could change for the better but sometimes i thought "my friend" could listen to me and change for his or her better. he or she will have his or her set of rules on friends. but i think i m a little to lenient on mine. i think he or she should know that no one on earth is perfect. but sometimes it is really hard to bring these harsh terms out of my mouth. hais.

now i m preparing for pw. so sian. and also mother tongue 'A' levels. jiayou jiayou! next week is also the announcement of results le. i m very nervous. i know i will be staying. but i m not sure whether i will be promoting. i m scare leh. i want to do well. :(

never mind. well. i bought my new pair of shoes. finally i manage to buy something i can afford and something i really like. it is not very high. the colour is okay. the design is sweet. hope to wear out soon.

i still wanna buy 2 new clothes. :)

kays. after all the randoms above must do homework and project work liao. working on the CO meeting report too~!

tata!

Thursday, October 11, 2007,9:15 PM

woohoo~!

wow! it's like october le. i so long didnt blog le. paiseh la. tot it will be a better choice to pen down my daily in chinese. i wrote alot la. yah!

today i m dismissed quite early. my new timetable is rather cool. though i m dismissed rather late on mon, at around 4.30pm. but on tues i m dismissed on 12, while i m dismissed at 12.30pm on wed and thurs. pretty cool right. fri i m dismiss at 3.

today for pe we played games. my classmates took a basketball and a volleyball. i dun noe how to play both. so i try a few throws for basketball. i have 4 out of 5 in. rather happy with the result. haha. after that. 07s25 joined our class for captain's ball. wah. asta's class leh. while playing the game, i thought of the times we have pe in 4e5. i really miss them ahhh! every pe confirm got captain's ball de. so nice. i noticed that we haf a really serious battle on field. also i discovered that they have really good players. especially the guys(is a 10 ppl per group play, where there's 5 gurls and 5 guys each). i only know two of the defenders. one is mervin, another is zhixiang. they are strong. both of them look like quiet guys, so i didnt thought that they will be so enthu in a "gurls" game la. lols. gua mu xiang kan. it was really a tough far. we ended with 4:5. we lost to them by 1. but it was really fun. haha. i want that for pe next week!!

the long holidays last week, i used them to watch the shows i missed. i finish a show namely

this show is super funny. i really like it. currently still after zhong ji yi jia and gong zhu xiao mei.

haha~

today nothing much to blog le.

gotta slp le.

P.S. I LOVE MY sistaS! tzexin yanbing fel!! and joan too!