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Sunday, October 21, 2007,9:00 AM
mixed emotions
sometimes i would like to ask why are you so busy everyday. busy doing something we dont like everyday. most of the time this kind of busy, would make us lose something that is more precious to us.
sometimes i m so tired and needs comfort, but i realise i m alone. sometimes when i look happy and okay, i dun feel really that way. i feel like everyone around me is like wearing a mask. and as we gets older this mask thickness would increase rapidly. what's worse, it's that we dint realise it. i love the feeling when i m with joan, when i m with tzexin, when i m with asta and also when i m with fel and preben. where the allow me to feel at ease and feels that they are very good friends that you can rely on. i m glad. cos i have 5 of them.
i hate to say this. but i really feel that sometimes friendship is something that needs both the individual to work out. it cant be an one way traffic. i mean i dun mind giving and but at least he or she should be grateful. i'm grateful that some of my friends give me comments on how i could change for the better but sometimes i thought "my friend" could listen to me and change for his or her better. he or she will have his or her set of rules on friends. but i think i m a little to lenient on mine. i think he or she should know that no one on earth is perfect. but sometimes it is really hard to bring these harsh terms out of my mouth. hais.
now i m preparing for pw. so sian. and also mother tongue 'A' levels. jiayou jiayou! next week is also the announcement of results le. i m very nervous. i know i will be staying. but i m not sure whether i will be promoting. i m scare leh. i want to do well. :(
never mind. well. i bought my new pair of shoes. finally i manage to buy something i can afford and something i really like. it is not very high. the colour is okay. the design is sweet. hope to wear out soon.
i still wanna buy 2 new clothes. :)
kays. after all the randoms above must do homework and project work liao. working on the CO meeting report too~!
tata!
Hello. I'm cindyC!. I'm TWENTY years old. Borned on 24th MAY '90