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Friday, October 17, 2008,2:32 PM
dramatic moment
everything has changed overnight.sounds dramatic?i am not sure either. i didnt know that i m such a person till i was told. from the reaction to the blocking. i m not sure that whatever i did was correct. i only know that the intention was not meant to hurt anyone. Unfortunately, i did.i seem to lost my best friend forever. he is gone for good. naming me as his foe, seem to tell me that he is terminating our friendship. i believe i m to be blamed again for making awkward situations for him, and also sacrifices my friends whom are worried for both of us. things turned out to be worse than i have thought. it is 16 days to A levels. amen! but my life is in such a sorrowful plight now. i didnt want to tell anyone how i feel now. because to him sharing something private like this is a sin.yes. i m coward he might name. i run away from things. but if i dont he will get hurt too. it's such a joke. he is not trusting me anymore for i dont have enough strength to support my promises to him. he gave me a devastating blow. i apologise to my friends. especially seok hoon and yanbing. sorry for making you girls worry. i m fine. but i wont make you all worry anymore. this incident train me to be stronger and more mature in a lot of ways.good bye my friends.