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Monday, July 06, 2009,11:16 PM
i miss my life.
now i felt that my life is more balanced now. i can plan my time for household chores, i can have some time for more family. i can also spend some solid time talking to my friends. however i m not very happy though.i m currently at vivocity. life that is ever busy. we don't really have loads of time 'talking' or 'understanding' them. in fact i always felt that we are short of manpower. whenever we are eating and someone took over our station it seems that i 'can't get back' my station. things seem disorganised and i don't know when i can start learning how to close cashier and order stocks...actually what i don't really like is that i don't know when i m going to learn what. everyday i m expecting myself to learn something as a team leader. however i don't understand why i can't perform that well as a server lately. perhaps i m still not sure of the orientation of most things now. i m still learning as a server. and i do hope that i could learn things faster. i miss my life. i miss jurong point very much. but i m tired. i don't know when to go back. when i could wear nice clothes and have a leisure time with my friends. when?wen wen has asked me why do i have to make myself so tired? but i also don't understand why i m so determined this time to work in such an tired environment. i really physically exhausted now.when will i have a break?when i learn all the things i m supposed to learn first bah.i miss you too....Labels: bakerzin